Heaven To Earth 💓

  Years went by and you are gone , words can never express how much she loved the man you have been in her life!

 

  You're everywhere ! She sees your soul everywhere she goes. When she's with her friends and when something catches her attention, her mind voice goes like " would he even like this?" or " would he do this with me just to make me happy ?" but then she remembered you no longer exist. It hurts  

a little more each time she realize that nothing can be done for her to get back what was hers.

  Every each time her eye closes, she sees you calling her to join you but then you push her away when she tries getting close to you. Something about you definitely caught her attention back then!  The moment you get close to her that she could feel your heavy breath, the way you hold her hand when you're stress over something or everything, the way you dragged her along with you just to eat your favorite food which was "Bah Kut Teh" and all she does is follow you, the way you looked  into her eyes like she was the only person that existed in your life, the way you watch repeated movie like you've never watched them and when she ask you , your answer will be " no i didn't " which was a lie yet she smiles and watches it with you . 

   Till today when she passes by someone that she smells the musky smell of cigarettes mixed with your favorite cologne she immediately turns to his direction thinking it's you. Nothing changed till today, your presence seems to distract her from other relationship proposal cause she never found any of your qualities in him. We were both like a supernova, amazing yet tragic! It kills her inside to know that you left her all alone to handle this life when you promised to be by her side no matter what happens.

   You've made a permanent home in her life and she can never remove you from where you are at now cause deep in her, her inner soul knows that you always belong to her. You've no idea what you've left her to handle all by herself yet she loves you cause there will never be a better love story then this. Time has fly and it's almost 6 years since you left , yet she still loves you and prays to god that in the next generation she will at least get to build a beautiful family with you 

Earth-Heaven

Love,

    Abherrami Suresh